to be torn apart so many countless times just to jump right back into being torn again.
to go through the feeling of having your whole life slipping through your fingers just to have that one person not even catch any of the pieces.
to trust with everything to the point your back is unprotected just to have a million stab wounds appear.
to love something just to have it slowly disappear.
to yell your lungs out just to end up never being heard.
to have every ounce of your human being wanting to just feel wanted for a second just to be ignored a million seconds.
to support and fight for something just to have it end with your own destruction.
and yet with all that said and done you keep jumping right back in again
to the point your on your knees wondering and asking to many things
just to have them answered and stand back on your feet
to
once
again
fall
to
pieces……..once again….
