Ever have that moment where you realize something doesn't feel right?
Something in your mind just isn't clicking.
This feeling of confusion just stays like a fog in your mind.
Just a few secrets cause all of it.
Not the simple secrets like "I took something from a store", or "you ate all the cookies for the charity".
Secrets that literally make you wonder if your mentally ill.
Lies that seem deeper then earths core.
No matter what their level of importance is, they still sit there haunting your thoughts.
Questions pop up like...has this effected my life....will I ever change....why....is it revenge for something that happened to me...
The questions never end but neither do the lies. They seem to never stop. They grow and grow to hide more and more.
And then realizing is this who you really are? A monster in dark.
And the one thing that holds you trapped in fear is the thought of, if this ever blows up what will there be left, what will change, what will happen, and will recovery and change ever be possibility.....
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